I don't know how to take a L

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In January, I wrote here the wishlist of sneakers I had for the year 2026. I wrote four of them and said maybe I could squeeze a few GRs here and there. How naive I was. Now the end of June is approaching, and I have already bought five. Goes to show that a lot can change in such a small amount of time. In January, I didn't like the Air Jordan 1 very much, I had a vicious hate for resale, and, the subject of today, I said I was just "going to take the L" when it came to these drops. None of that is true anymore, not exactly at least.

By “taking the L,” I meant that I knew sneakers were going to be coveted and sell out quickly, and that I wasn't going to be able to get all of them. I said I would just accept that, because the only alternative you have is to go to resale and pay a premium for sneakers someone else managed to buy. This was completely unacceptable to me at the time, which again feels like a century ago.

It wasn't my first experience with resale, in March I wrote about how I scored the Air Jordan 1 "Chicago Lost and Found" for a pretty good deal, no premium at all! Well, that didn't last; just a few days after that, I caved in, buying the pair that broke me: the Union LA x Fragment AJ1. I paid a pretty penny, but seeing these on my feet, after losing the initial drop? It didn't feel like I betrayed myself; I just felt like I had some of the most beautiful sneakers I ever saw, and even now I still think that, aesthetics-wise, it is essentially unmatched.

But the actual turn of tables was when the first sneakers of my wishlist dropped, the Virgil Abloh Archive "Alaska", legendary for many reasons I can yap about for hours. It somehow made its way to Brazil on an extremely limited, local-only draw. I had no chance, this wasn't like the Unions, I live half a country away from the store after all, the resale price was through the roof, I would have to take the L on this one.

But well, the fact I am writing this kinda shows I did not do it. While I didn't obsess over it, around a month later, I started to keep an eye on the prices, which had gone down a bit to "just" 281% of retail. It wasn't it yet, but I kept it in mind. As I went through, it dropped after a week of a desperate seller driving the price down to "just" 250%, which was the price I knew other folks had an eye out for, given the comments. I pulled the trigger. It was an expensive purchase, one that will hurt for a few months, but not one I can bring myself to regret.

So, I learned this about myself: when I set my sights on a pair I really, really want... I'll often hunt them eventually, sure, I'll pay a premium, but the joy of having them in my collection and on my feet doesn't make me feel like a loser, it makes me feel like a curator. I like this, even if it's something I never anticipated for myself.

I plan to make a mid-year review of my purchases next week, since I have had so many already, go through what I got, the plans that changed for the wishlist, and all that. Doing just one at the end of the year would be too time-consuming for me. Onwards we go.

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